8/14/09

I hate my ex, home, and the jazz playing over the library intercom.

Seriously. The cunts here went out of their way to disable all the audio drivers on all the computers. And now they're pumping light jazz through the speakers. What did I ever do to them?

Anyway. This is another "bitching" post. Where I complain about things.

For instance: Holly is the biggest mistake of my life. In no way shape or form does anything compensate for my unfortunate meeting of her.

I can't catch a break these days. Except airsoft. Man, I love airsoft. Its violent, physical, and one of the few things I'm good at besides pissing people off.

I was shot down by two girls in one day yesterday. And did you ever notice all my exes are piss ugly? Jess really wasn't but she's apparently bat-shit crazy. She's currently doing a mexican roofer that's 10-years older than her. But hey that must be a step up from me right? Ashley was and is a moron, but hey only someone that stupid could like me eh?

Shitty fucking morning too. Talk to Holly. Holly cries. Randy doesn't care and blasts pantera wishing for a T-bone collision. I don't even care which side. Driver-side wouldn't be so bad. If I kick the bucket, in theory it'll be damned quick to the point where I wouldn't even notice. I have no significant ties to worry about. And nothing to look forward to besides hanging out with the guys at the station.

I honestly believe I'll never find someone I can tolerate enough to ever consider marrying. And especially never have a child with. I'd rather be a single-angry-pissed-off-old fuck then have a child with another Holly waiting to happen.

Nice people get stepped on and I'm fucking sick of being nice.

Fuck this shit. I'm going to work.

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