Long time no something something

Eh, what do you want me to say?

I got no idea what's going on these days.

School, jobs, women: all a blur to me.

Got a few short-story ideas though.

No juicy dreams.

Just the same old monotony with some mildly fun weekends.

I don't have any viewers of this.

So essentially I talk to myself.

And I'm disappointed I don't have anything to say to myself.

That's messed up.

Well my main project is, well, confusing. Hit and miss. Although the general consensus is that I'm making some tiny form of progress.

I don't know anymore. I might risk it all by going all in.

That's my usual MO, but for once I think caution and patience is called for.

Maybe my friend will agree with me.

Not knowing, well specifically, not knowing if all of this is based on a false belief is maddening sometimes.

Feels like I can't win sometimes.

More like most of the time.